Moving

I would like to move far far away some day. Across the country or maybe to another continent completely. Just so that I can be completely alone. No one will know me or my story, and I can start from scratch. I can make new friends, make new memories, have new adventures and then *I* can decide when I leave. The people I've met and come to care about won't up and disappear. For once I'll be the one who chooses when it's over and when I move on. I'd like to be far away from the places that constantly remind me of what I've lost and what I've been through. I really need a break from this constant cycle. I need to break out of this endless circle of the same tasks over and over again. I'd just like to move, and keep moving, and travel and explore and have the chance to do my own thing. Rely completely on myself to get by. I want to learn the hard way and have stories to tell when I get back. I want to be rejuvenated and I want to feel alive, because really, I only feel empty.